weilong's blog

2011-01-08T16:25:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I really don't get it. For 22 years of my life, I've never expected anything from you. Not even a birthday present. But, what have I got? No freedom in doing anything, even dyeing my hair also get controlled. I don't know what wrong have I done to deserve this. Is this life yours? Or is it my own? You said I'm rebellious, but in what sense? Am I wrong in doing what I want with my hair? Even such small things I can't have control with? I really don't know what to do. I've had enough. Now you want to control my allowance. Good. I never wanted to take from you in the first place, besides it's not your money, it's father's money. I WILL JOLLY WELL STAY AWAY FROM THIS HOUSE ONCE I GET MY JOB. I think it will satisfy your life without me. I won't anger u anymore, and I wont be a burden to you or father, for that I will be using my own money, not yours. (:

Merry Xmas

2010-12-25T14:56:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!
Hope you have a wonderful time with your loved ones.

Yesterday had a small gathering with my old friends at teoheng. It's a pretty fun one at the singing session. Spamming our voices away like nobody's business. :X
Though my whole day literally has been occupied with the sharing session of our secondary school lives with my junior, it has really been interesting hearing stories of how my school has changed over the years.

Alright. Just a short update. :X
will be back for more.

o.O

2010-12-01T22:52:00.001+08:00

So, you've finally decided to clear things out with me. But it's too late. (:

face off

2010-11-29T18:51:00.003+08:00

well well, had a game of blackshot, and guess what i was on the opposing team of her this time round. To my expectations, awkwardness resumes and this time round i show no signs of mercy anymore.

What for play a fps game when you are just to let go of someone on the opposing team even though she's just a friend? I used to be softhearted and control the game, but not anymore now. You, are just any other player I play against. So, if you are so unlucky to be my opponent, then that's just too bad for you. I will show no mercy anymore. You are no one to me anyway. =x! So what if i had accidentally killed you with a knife? Do i need to take extra care so that i wont knife you?

No.

Even if you take out the best weapon, you will still lose me. Afterall, all the skills that you've now is what i taught u last time. But, in case you didn't know, i didn't teach u all of them. (:
Never bite the hand that feeds you, you'll regret.

find muthu!

2010-11-28T16:34:00.001+08:00

LOL

...

2010-11-24T20:12:00.003+08:00

= =!
Fuck it. I'm gonna start a new life.
Fuck all the talks that i wanna say. I think it's better left unsaid, since you have no interest to hear from me in the very first place.
After all the shits I've done for you, you are doing this to me. It's just unfair. I don't deserve that.

That's all for us. GLHF for you.

Strangers from now on. (:

Emotions

2010-11-20T12:31:00.002+08:00

Emotions are really complicated stuffs. Let alone relationships.
For a moment it can be so pretty and beautiful, just like seeing a rainbow in the sky. Suddenly, for no reason it can turn away and become a bad thunderstorm, or a hurricane.

I don't know what has happened between us that caused this communication break down. I've been wanting to talk but it seems like I've been thinking too much on my part. I hope it is. I'm just the perfect amateur in relationships, and I confess that I've never handle a relationship well. I was on the brink of confession when things turned bad.

It was correct afterall, good guys don't get good endings. I think I'm being too nice to you, really, and we didn't had a real relationship that was put in place. We are just friends right? I guess it's my fault that I went out of the line. I shouldn't have probed too much, or rather show too much concern. I'm just a friend, not anybody else. However, I don't regret knowing you because you've brought me smile to my life. The times we had was nice and I really enjoyed it. I'll miss them.

It was a rainy morning today, filled with emotions and disappointment. I could only say this much. Perhaps it is time for me to move on. (:

2010-10-22T20:41:00.001+08:00

What happens when the future has come and gone?

100 steps

2010-10-17T11:13:00.002+08:00

There's a hundred steps in between us.
If you are willing take a step forward, I will complete the rest of the 99 steps to be next to you. (:

2010-10-16T11:25:00.000+08:00

Love The Way You Lie

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
That's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
That's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fckkin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
It's So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

results

2010-10-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

Well well, I forgot to post my blackshot competition results here. As expected, we met Rejects on the 2nd knockout round and got knocked out by them. We didn't win anything, only valuable experiences. It was worth the try. Good job to Team Reanimation!

Colosseum competition is coming next but we wont be joining this time. Team 2 should be going for it. All the best to them!

And, I went down to colo today, only to realised that I have a membership card that hasn't been collected for more than half a year. FML, only left 4 months of membership. =x!

Life's been really nice and relaxing during the holidays because I can do whatever I like. Making new friends and stuffs. Only trouble is money, again. One thing that never fail to occur is that whenever you've had enjoyed and had fun, the money issues always come back and haunt you. Fun is fun, but there wont be good enjoyment without spending money right? Though there are plenty of activities that don't require much money, but I must agree to this fact that good activities are planned with money. LOL so earn as much as you can while waiting for holidays to be over!

Sometimes it's just so complicated, when the communications between my heart and my brain don't work out. I guess I will leave it to fate. (:

Blackshot Competition

2010-10-01T00:01:00.003+08:00

Blackshot competition is coming up and this time I will be joining with Team ReanimationX.
Formed from P_M_S, a bunch of dedicated players whom are exposed to the competitive scene for the first time. Good luck to us!

Have been training up for this competition nowadays. But look at the grand prize of $600 per team, kinda attractive. Yeap, hope my trainings shows out well.

Still saving up for my new computer, but seems like I'm overly short of money. One of my tuition students went abroad and now I'm barely surviving on the two students every weekend. Looks like I needa work extra but I don't really have time due to the competition being held in early October. I shall see how. Getting money really isn't easy.

Holidays have been pretty good so far, but can be better. (:

Exams over!

2010-09-19T18:02:00.002+08:00

Exams are over!!! I'm enjoying the fruits of this long holiday until the 1st of November. Shiok much.

Had a sushi feast with my classmates after we had the last paper. I didn't eat much though as compared to the last time I ate. Only manage to finish 17 plates of sushi. =x! Well, one look you can see who is the good eaters among the class. Obviously, my table has the most number of plates.

Had a good basketball session with Bcube after a LONG time. So long until I forgot when I last touched basketball. Maybe last year or beginning of this year. 9 months of not playing man. LOL Literally tasted the rust on our bodies when we started playing this morning.
Anyway, I prefer football than basketball. I play football better.

Nowadays have been Blackshot session at home. Joined a new clan called P_M_S. Don't be mistaken. I'm a 100% guy and I experience no PMS. Just that it happened to be a fun clan so we joined, instead of our last clan which only consists of 2 active members all the time. = =!

Talking about games, I don't have a good computer for it. So, I've decided to earn and save up for a new computer. I guess its about time I should retire my laptop which has served me for 3 years. It's getting slower you see. Newer games kept coming out and old computers couldn't catch up. Plus, I'm on the way saving for iPhone4 too. Wow, estimated around 2k should be enough to buy both gadgets. (:

So, how are your holidays?

study study study

2010-08-30T22:10:00.003+08:00

Days without Blackshot is pretty boring. Let alone days with studying.
Have been studying the whole day ever since I got up at 7am. Can literally taste the rust in my brain. =x!

I really ate a lot today. 2 sets of breakfast in the morning, followed by lunch, followed by some tidbits in the afternoon, followed by a sumptuous dinner at night. Now, I'm thinking about eating supper. =O! However much I pump into my stomach, nothing seemed to grow. Come on stomach, I wanna get buffed up. =/

The 9pm show is really coming to an end. I'm gonna miss that show for sure. Imagine I've not been catching Mediacorp drama shows ever since I'm 18. Now it's like 6 years for not watching a single drama show. This shows how nice that show 'Unriddle' is. Actually, that's quite a biased comment because I myself really like detective kind of shows. Especially those with mysteries unsolved, case left un-cracked, and chains of things happening at the same time.

By the way, notice the new name on facebook? Yes, it's none other than Javier! That will be my english name from now on. Have been thinking for an english name for myself. Guess that will be the best of all. Hope it brings me good luck! LOL :D

D-Day (-7). But I'm still pretty slack. :x

FML

2010-08-27T17:50:00.002+08:00

What a day to start with. Early in the morning went to play blackshot, end up chatting up with some girl player and literally forgot my time for tuition.

Reached the place just a little late but nobody's at home. Fishing out my handphone I started to look for the parent's number, pressed 'dial' but no response. Because the freaking dial button is spoilt. So, I pressed the 'End' button, and it's down too. = =!

So I waited outside their house for nearly an hour before the parent called me, however I couldn't accept the call because my freaking 'dial' button was spoilt! So, the kid who is my student came to look for me. Just as I though I can begin teaching, the kid told me that he doesn't want tuition today. So, I had to call his parent to tell her that her son is not going to have tuition today and I had to make another arrangement for subsequent lessons.

I went to call using the public phone. Looking through my wallet and pockets, I just couldn't find my 10cents. Oh gosh, end up I had to use the 50cents to make the call, thinking that the phone might just return me the leftover value. Well, it doesn't. So the kid bid me a happy goodbye and there he goes, and I had to return home after wasting my 1hr and with a spoilt handphone. Now, my handphone is officially down.

FML.

perhaps, it was a hint for me to get a new phone. Is that iPhone4? =/

Joke of the day

2010-08-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

A mother thought that LOL = Lots of Love. Hence she sms-ed her son, "Your Grandma just died, LOL - Mum"

iPhone4

2010-08-24T18:06:00.002+08:00

Aww this sweet little thing is very hard to resist. I've been saving up for this for the past few months, but I'm still very short, not even near the amount. LOL
Well I have a pretty long wishlist of things that I want. Just short of cash that's all.
How I wish I can strike toto for at least once, so that it makes me a little more buffed up in the wallet, and perhaps physically too.

Exams are coming in 2 weeks time. Yet, I still have not started studying. It's very hard to study especially they are giving us such a long break before the exams. It's better with 2 weeks of study break rather than this 4 weeks when I've been doing really nothing productive as the psychological barrier of guilt is stacking up. I'm enjoying but not to the max. Get it?

Another update

2010-08-20T00:57:00.002+08:00

Yes, this is the movie. I should say movie of the year besides the very famous Inception.
Imagine how dance can change lives. Freaking awesome. Nice dance steps, emotions, patterns.
How I wish I could dance too!

Updates.
These few days I've really been slacking through, even though I know that exams are really around the corner. OMG. I guess I should really start soon! Missing lectures for almost a semester isn't easy to catch up during this break. Study study.

Working has been a routine for me nowadays. I'm currently holding up 2 jobs at the same time. Besides selling beddings at Robinsons, I'm also teaching tuition. I can say I'm about 7/10 for teaching. LOL It's really easy teaching as compared to being a promoter.

Oh, I miss supper. Badly. Due to the 7th month which is going on, I hardly can step out of the house at night. Well, not saying that I'm superstitious but somethings are meant to be believed in, when you really see it. I mean seriously. Furthermore, this year most of the shi fu said that it's very xiong for the zodiac sign of Dragon. It's better to be safe than sorry. Guess I'll really slim down much much more after this month. D:

I miss playing pool and arcade too. Since the day that this semester ends, I haven been to any pool! Earning money doesn't mean I can't spend. Entertainment is important too! Besides, I got my MIP card made today. :D

Barclays Premier League has started. wowowowow. A new season. Hope Manchester United can take back the championship from Chelsea. Including Champions League. It's good to be greedy.
After World Cup I guess this is the best league to watch for football ady.

Maybe I should start finding a thing which I'm super good at. (:
I'm sick of the Jack of all trades. I'm not into Black Jack.

Distance

2010-06-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

As time goes by, it becomes further and further away.

Don't you ever regret by then, because nothing's gonna come back again.

Independence

2010-06-26T00:17:00.002+08:00

Independence.

A simple word yet difficult to achieve perfection.
Can you do it?

It has been a very difficult period for me ever since the end of this term break. Financial problems keep increasing, and school work doubles the effect of the doze. Hardly can keep up with life routines. Life's been hard but I have to be tougher.

Yes. Tough time don't last, tough man do.
Enough said, I'm starting work tomorrow.

I guess you can start to see the change in me.

finally, an update.

2010-06-20T13:12:00.004+08:00

I know I haven been touching this site for a god damn long time. Don't worry, I'm back for a sweep. Well, this year has been a really busy year for me. School has taken up the big pie of my time and not surprising that this year has more outings than the previous years. Can't help it can I? The problem with being friendly and having many friends. LOL I do cherish everyone of them.

Just celebrated my best friend's birthday yesterday. He's pretty lucky sometimes. I don't know which word to use but to use 'lucky'. Maybe just so nice that during this period of time he sure gets a girl beside him. Good for him.

Many things have been going on and I'm too lazy to just write every single one of them. As you know, I don't really focus on small details, but those are stuffs that make up big things. I'm really broke now seriously, so if you can read this, in the future if there is anything that gotta do with me spending a lump of money, you can gladly count me out. I'm sad that I'll miss out the fun and bonding, but I can't survive without money either. This is the real world. The world that spins around with money. Those who are rich owns and the poor getting pawned. It's a fucking damn fact. I'm not being pessimistic here nor am I being sarcastic, it's the fact.

I'm gonna find a job really soon. I've just got busted by my friend about the job that I have been awaiting for. The so called best part time job has just gone by me by just an instant. I've lost a money making opportunity. I'm so screwed now. I have many things to pay for every month. What hits me isn't this. I just felt very very disappointed about how things are going. How sudden can it be? To actually tell me at the very last minute that I'm not going to get it seriously dealt me hard. I didn't wanna show a sad face. I don't wanna tell anyone too. If you read this so be it. I don't really wanna address this issue face to face because it's a small matter. Please do not take it as I'm talking behind you or anything, because I don't have the intend to. I just want to tell someone about this thing and I guess this is the best channel to pour things in. I'm not blaming anyone.

Enough of that. I'm gonna move on and stay strong. Now I guess I'm gonna start a brand new life on my own, and at my own perspective. School is reopening tomorrow. I'm actually quite surprised that I can get into the Director's List. Enough of complacency, I know I didn't study as hard as last semester, so I will work hard to stay in there since I've got my records already.
I can do it.

World Cup is also pretty disappointing too. Lucky that I didn't bet. Well, underdogs really do rule in this world cup. Maybe is because the horns are too irritating or the environment is totally different. We shall see who will emerge champions for this world cup.

That's all for now, and Happy Father's Day.
A day that every man have been waiting for. (:

It's all too much

2010-05-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

Yui
It All Too Much lyrics

The night is turning into a shade of cobalt
The chilly star studded sky is glimmering
There's no need for words of any sort

Rather than trying to uncover the truth concealed behind tears
I'm better off with baseless predictions
Sitting on the bench where the lights have already gone out
And gazing up
It was a shooting star with only idealities surfacing

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
If I were to live life as it is simply
I would gather all the miracles dispersed throughout the universe
And try overcoming them
All because these emotions which are pulsing throughout my body
Are dictating me
This wouldn't do
Am I right?

Being as decisive as cast dice
And not ever having regrets
I hope to move onward to the next destination
The rule book which was created uncertainly
Only timidity appeared later
I continue watching the backs of my rivals
That,
As naked as the moonlight
Was a shooting star which strayed from a pure heart

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
To live life as it is simply
Innocence does not suffice
You can't escape from conflicts too
Those lessons which I have learnt time after time
Are definitely dictating me
What should I do
It's a lie isn't it?

Simply daydreaming
Will not get me anywhere
It also can't make me more pleasant
I wonder why?

... It's all too much

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
In order to live life as it is simply
I want to change even the toughest obstacles facing me into something humorous
And then laugh it off
Because there is no way to resolve it
It is buried within everyday life

That is why I wish to believe
Miracles do exist don't they?
Am I right?

holidays

2010-03-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

Finally, after much awaiting, the holiday's have begun!

First I would like to announce that I have officially passed the traffic police practical test and have obtained the class 3 driving license! However, I do not have any vehicle to drive. -_-

I'm currently finding a part time job that can last for quite a long period of time as I need some money in the bank, like seriously. So, if you guys have any lobangs, please feel free to recommend me okay? Your help be much appreciated!

Alright, I have a feeling that results will be out tomorrow.
Hope that I can get the best results! (:

my personality

2010-02-21T01:24:00.003+08:00

This is what I got from Facebook.

Dear Wei Long, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will find yourself with plenty of dates

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You have many goals

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Want to achieve as much as you can

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable energy

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Nothing will stop you from trying

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Independence is important to you

Happy CNY

2010-02-14T19:59:00.003+08:00

Wishing all a very Happy Chinese New Year and a Romantic Valentine's Day!

It's quite a pity not to have a valentine today.
It's even more pitiful if you didn't even collect ang baos.
Go grab one!
While stocks last! xD

Win/Lose

2010-02-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

Winning, Losing?

All I can say is winning is everything. However it doesn't mean that we win all the time.
We do lose at times but this is the time to pick ourselves up and learn and grow through the valuable experiences that we picked up from the lost.

It sure feels good to win, but it is never sad to lose either.
The true winner is one that makes losing a winning situation.
He will never lose.

While each win brings confidence, each lost brings experiences too.
Let us create the win win situations in our lives.
Sculpt your ego, make the best use out of it.

hmm..

2010-01-30T11:13:00.002+08:00

I'm not using my mind to blog, but with my heart now.

Somehow, I guess life's just about the few decades that you'll live and after which you will just die and go into another world where nobody here knows. The few decades that we live in, some are good, some are bad, some are full of fulfillment, while some are full of disappointment and regrets.
What's yours?

It's easy to treasure someone so close to you yet it's always easier to treat someone close to you as a deserving gift, who will always stick by you no matter how bad you treat that person. However, it isn't always the case after all. I've seen examples of people mistreating their parents and siblings, and they'll end up suffering when time comes.
Why not they just treat them well in the first place so that they wouldn't suffer the consequences?

Well, the first month of 2010 is coming to an end. I'll be 22 this year. Even though it seems like I don't really look like my age but I am really getting older. I guess I'll have to stop denying myself from love and start looking for a really good partner in life. It's really bad not to love someone and feel loved. All these years ever since my first, I haven been really thinking about this issue because my biggest fear is that I'll get the same consequences as my first one, going all out but end up coming back with a broken heart that I'll have to mend by myself.
I am sure it is not going to happen again anymore. (:

CS Real Life

2010-01-21T22:34:00.001+08:00

super classic epic video!
For all FPS players! LOL

happy new year!

2010-01-01T12:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!
hope that this year will be a superb and awesome year for all of us.
wish everyone the best and let's work hard for this new year!!

If you never try, you never will know.

Merry XMAS

2009-12-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to EVERYONE!
Enjoy the holidays! Before everything comes back!

HOHOHO...

dota hero

2009-12-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

Princess of the moon

Keep kanna pwn until you very sian? Dont worry! This pic will save your day!
Just a tidbit for all dota players. enjoy~!

credits to the creator of this photo! though i dont know who u are.

Happiness

2009-12-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happiness is like peeing in your pants.
Everyone can see it, but only you can feel its warmth. (:

love

2009-12-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

两个相爱的人
如果有了相反的梦
分开以后会记得什么？

是相遇时的惊心动魄
是相爱时的甜美时光
是争执时的锥心刺骨
还是分手时的最后祝福？

2009-12-03T22:40:00.003+08:00

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

A piece of lyrics by Eminem in the song Beautiful.
Filled with meanings they seemed, sometimes it seems so true.
How will it be like to be in other's shoes and how will it feel like?
You'll never know till you are really in it.

Happy birthday my brother.

updates~

2009-12-02T20:24:00.003+08:00

I think i better update this or else dust will collect all over again.
( i dont think there are many readers on this blog though. )

Well, anyway, i have just recovered from stomach flu. It's a really really good piece of news to me as to big eaters like me, having stomach flu is really not a good thing after all.
I cant really eat, which firstly defeats my passion, secondly, i have to keep running to the toilet and have my body fluids purged out.
I really slimmed down during these few days. To those who think that u might be fat, perhaps this is a really good chance of slimming down, though i strongly advice that this is very risky. i repeat again, risky.

It's pretty tough battling against these viruses that hangs around your stomach and digestive systems.

Come next week is term test.
Yeah, i really realised that on this very day. Looks like i got some catch up work to do.
I shudn't be lagging behind isnt it? I have my reputation to uphold afterall.
People saying that i didnt study and get good results - yeah i can tell u that this is true.
However, do not take my study style and put it into yours, because what i do in the background u guys do not really know. But i do admit that i played games and stuffs when i reach home, without touching my book. The rest is secret.

Just finished my Japanese and French language quizzes.
Guess i will not do well but i wont fail. =X

I wont die, for because I have not succeed.

long time no see

2009-11-08T21:54:00.003+08:00

Konbanwa minnasan~ Ogenki desu ka?
Bonsoir~! Commente Ca va?

Yup, had a hard time mastering these 2 languages - at the same time. These days have been really busy, my apologies for not frequently updating the blog. =X

Schedule for every week's really packed:
Monday 4pm
Tuesday 4pm
Wednesday 7pm
Thursday 12pm
Friday 4pm

Look at the times i've left free as compared to the last semester. Hectic yeah?
Well, I've managed to plan my time well so as not to clash things. It's really bad to have both events occuring at the same time.

Few weeks ago, had some activities.
First up, I went to the spooktacular @ Sentosa - Imbiah station. It's a makeover haunted house from a museum just to celebrate the halloween.
It was really cool to visit these places every now and then. But sadly the tickets are pretty expensive - $22 each. I guess it's worth it because we had so much fun scaring the hell out of the 'ghosts'. LOL

Meantime in between i had many many birthday celebrations here and there. I forgot which date and when it took place because my short term memory is really ultra short term.

Just a few days ago, went hiking with andy's frens from JCU. They are really a group of sociable beings and i felt comfortable talking with them. Maybe is because they took psychology that's why they are more sociable? i dont know. LOL Well, i guess someone's gonna miss this trip badly because she couldnt make it on that day.

Basketball sessions have resumed every sunday. I guess its time to rebuild my long lost stamina. Have been working out my muscles but seemed no effect. I need dumbells! damn!
Yeah, i will work hard and eat more, alot more! i can do it!

A couple of hours later will be Chelsea Vs Manchester United. Who will take the top place?
Of course its...... I don't know seriously.
But i hope Man Utd can produce some good results for their fans like me. (:

next sem starting..

2009-10-15T23:42:00.003+08:00

Holidays weezed past just like a blink of an eye.
Next semester's starting really soon.

Looking at my timetable, i guess it's shits. S.H.I.T.s yeah real time.
Wednesday is especially horrible when they cramp 4 hours of language lectures and tutorials together as one. French and Japanese all in 4 solid hours. How cool?
With friday as the only good day for outing, they insert 2 hrs of special projects for me. yeah, that's really cool. = =!

Well well well, looks like i have to expend the rest of my oh-so-good holidays as much as possible, before the major storm approaches. Yeah, i got into the course of my choice, aerospace electronics. However one minor thing is that i have to start knowing NEW people again. Yeah, it sounds cool but this time round is mostly guys. Zzzz... 21 yrs of my life mingling with mostly guys is really very very very boring. I think i shud start looking out for girls. LOL

Looking at how i spend my holidays, actually its pretty fulfilling than any other holidays that i've spent.
First is going to mayday's DNA concert in august. That was really a 'WoW!". Absolutely spectacular.
Up next is Jr's bday. Though i actually didnt have much time at night and i missed out the clubbing due to the fact that it's the hungry ghost festival and im being 'criminal-ed' at home, i still enjoyed myself as much in the daytime.
Blah blah blah, comes next is kk's chalet. It was fun. Though i didnt managed to get drunk as usual but i find spending nights without drinking is as meaningful as being drunk. LOL!
Not forgetting the very memorable night cycling session i had on a saturday evening to sunday morning. That was really a fantastic experience!
Yup, I'm currently attaining class 3 license btw. Have been driving really regularly. hope that i can get my license by january next year. (:

Photos are uploaded on facebook. Check it out if u want. I'm lazy to upload here.

Well that's all i guess. A finally updated blog.
Happy holidays! (:

ms singapore

2009-09-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

i got it from somewhere online.
a tidbit for everyone.

It is the final round of the Miss Universe Pageant and the 3 finalists, Miss USA , Miss Malaysia and Miss Singapore are being asked 3 simple questions:

MC: The first question is name me an electrical appliance starting with ‘L’
Miss USA : Lamp
Miss Malaysia : Light bulb
Miss Singapore : LADIO
Judge: No, no, Radio does not start with the letter ‘L’

MC: I am going to give you 3 more chances; Now, name me an animal starting with the letter ‘L’
Miss USA : Lion
Miss Malaysia : Leopard
Miss Singapore : LABBIT
Judge: No, no, no!

MC: Your next chance. The name of a famous car that starts with ‘L’
Miss USA : Lexus
Miss Malaysia : Lamborgini
Miss Singapore : Lolls- Loyce
Judge: Oh my God!

MC: I am going to give you one last chance! Name me a fruit starting with the letter ‘L’
Miss USA : Lemon
Miss Malaysia : Lychee
Miss Singapore , with full of confidence, smiles and says: LIEWLIAN !! (durian)
*This is not the end of the story, the Judge consulted the board of judges to determine if Miss Singapore should really be disqualified; and they decided that since Miss Singapore was having so many problems With the letter ‘L’, they decided to give her another chance.

Judge: OK, the final question is : Name me a human anatomy starting with the letter ‘L’
Miss USA : Lung (applause)
Miss Malaysia : Liver (even more applause)
Miss Singapore : LAN CIAU !!
The Judges fainted ..!

愛情的模樣

2009-08-31T17:39:00.001+08:00

愛情的模樣
詞: 阿信	曲: 阿信	編曲: 五月天
你是巨大的海洋　我是雨下在你身上我失去了自己的形狀　我看到遠方　愛情的模樣曾經孤單的徬徨　曾經相信曾經失望你穿過了重重的迷惘　那愛的慌張　終於要解放你是誰　叫我狂戀　教我勇敢的挑戰全世界在一樣的身體裡面　一樣有愛與被愛的感覺我愛誰　已無所謂　沒有誰能將愛情劃界限在一樣的身體裡面　謎樣的魔力卻是更強烈星星在夜空中閃亮　星空下我不停流浪此生我無知的奔忙　因為你眼光　都化成了光亮這世界全部的漂亮　不過你的可愛模樣你讓我舉雙手投降　跨出了城牆　長出了翅膀

unforgettable night

2009-08-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

DNA!

taken at barrage. (:

yesterday was really a wonderful day ever since i orded.
many thanks to jason who take time to organise this very special event, you've picked the correct place this time jason!~ ( not saying that the place u normally choose is bad, but this is exceptionally good. )

yup, tats how we picnic'ed' at marina barrage. its a very good place for pple with alot of time to spare and own a car. =X

up coming next after the nice picnic is the much awaited Mayday's D.N.A concert!
i guess this is the best concert i've ever been to in Singapore. well, i guess the 2nd day concert is much better than the 1st day's. afterall, good things always are saved for the last.
Highest concert ever. xD

its just good that holidays started off so well. i hope to see more of this often. (:
anyways, im looking for a temp job. anyone who got any lobangs pls feel free to contact me.
much thanks!

how how?

2009-08-15T19:41:00.002+08:00

Life's like a scope sometimes.
Like when u do not want to see somethings happen, you just see it.
However you chose to ignore what's beside you.

Somehow, i dont feel the same at all. Maybe it's just me.
i couldn't accept what i dont think will work out. im sorry.
however i guess things will be better if we remain status quo.

Well well, this weekend will be another boring weekend again.
Tml's the famous Army Half Marathon which many of the NSFs ran last year, same for this year too.
Sunday will be a day for me to sleep late again. Bball's cancelled. =X

I'm really looking forward to get my driving license.
Meanwhile, i must get a job for the vacation that is coming soon, im running out of cash.

wah long time

2009-08-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

Guess I haven updated for a VERY god-knows-what long time.
OMG its August ady. It's been almost a month. haha

Anyway, life's been pretty fine nowadays, just that i've been busy studying and doing some things that a student normally do. not much of a boring life too.
Besides, i think im attracted to this new FPS game of blackshot.
It's wonderful.

Thanks jason for burning the "generation kill" series for me. It's a great 7 series of marines at war in Iraq.
It's tough but life goes on.

Yup, Happy belated National Day too! NDP was great.
Unlike the other years, this year's NDP was really special and really blows me off.

Okay then, exams are coming up soon. 2 more weeks.
Meanwhile, good luck to everyone and all the best for exams!

should i confess? it looks like haven clear my feelings yet. =X

2009-07-22T22:16:00.001+08:00

YOU've light up my life,
Brought colours to my eyes,
and a smile to my face. (:

i guess its true this time.

for all that i can

2009-07-19T09:42:00.005+08:00

Its Sunday again, the half-blue-green-yellow-red mood.

With a stack of unfinished homework, i guess i dont have the mood to complete them.
Maybe tomorrow then.

hmmm, i wonder if what i feel is true.

It's been long since i've felt this.
The kind of 'missing' someone feeling and that urge to talk and spam.
Am i starting to fall for you?

felt like a thrased paper

2009-07-15T21:58:00.001+08:00

feeling like a thrashed paper all of a sudden.
perhaps this how it goes.

Its natural for people to forget old things when they get new things.
I can understand.

Well, i guess its time for me to find my new thing ady?
Fill up my time, fill up my time, fill up my time...
this way, i will be fairer to myself instead. Leaving time unattended is just a complete waste.
Especially if that time is a pure disappointment.

I'm lacking money seriously.
Yeah, guess i'll find myself a job.
To all out there, if u are currently working and your place has a vacancy, kindly drop me a mail.
Your kind deed will be deeply appreciated.

MAYBE, I should follow my mind once i've made it up.
NO more 2nd thoughts.

I know how u feel, Carlos Tevez.
Playing for a club with all of your heart doesnt mean getting you anything.
Maybe its a right choice to move on.

alright gotta clear some webs

2009-07-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

I guess cobwebs are everywhere now. Haven't been updating for weeks. =X

But well, I'm back again!
These days have been pretty busy ever since the 'oh-so-good' holidays are gone.
Damn, I haven been really enjoying myself enough. Though with so many birthday celebrations followed by upteen times of outings plus kboxing.

However, i still feel pretty empty at times.
I miss 'that' feeling, if you understand.
Maybe I shouldn't think too much and just carry on?

Well well, yet again my results are back. And well well again, i have really nothing much to say about it. As usual, getting first and A grades. 11/356 in course. 10 china man on top of me. = =!
Maybe it's really nothing at all because I'm afterall still in year 1. More to come.

L4ding almost every night and i gotta know a new friend. LOL
She's really very cute. (:

In another week, all the quizes will be coming up again. Time flies huh.
I guess i really have to manage my time even better. Nowadays like finding me wasting time on certain times and realising not enough time for other important things.

Yup, i got a new haircut too. Its pretty short now.
Guess i can save up for a couple of months of barber money.
Do i look better in short or longer hair? hmmm..

Anyway,
Life's pretty boring nowadays..
But, i still like school. xD

every little small things.

2009-06-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

It just wonderful how small little things can changed a life.
Ever taken note of those small little things that occurred in your life?
Sometimes, it's just so small that it may seem really insignificant, but they do play a part in our growing up years.

Looking back at the video my dear friend has compiled, we really changed.
In terms of physical and mental appearances, we all changed.
The only difference is how much we've changed.

So, how much have you changed?

DNA

2009-06-20T21:50:00.001+08:00

DNA

那是誰用掉了我的牙膏我的鞋和外套是誰穿走了

那是誰在我家大方洗澡鏡子前他和我一樣的外表

誰搬進我的大腦誰綁住我的手腳

是DNA 唱我反調還是我的命運不敢自編自導

想要叫那就叫想甩就甩跳就跳

跳更高別靠腰要靠心臟的火藥

要不要難道要別人幫你決定好

好不好就現在搶回自己的心跳

自己的心跳

那是誰總是說有夠衰小那是誰只禱告只會打嘴砲

那是誰被通緝正在逃跑罪名是綁架了自己的微笑

誰搬進我的大腦誰綁住我的手腳

是DNA 唱我反調還是我的命運不敢自編自導

想要叫那就叫想甩就甩跳就跳

跳更高別靠腰要靠心臟的火藥

要不要難道要別人幫你決定好

好不好就現在搶回自己的心跳

自己的心跳

心跳跳躍狂奔奔跑

編曲/ mayday

演出/ mayday

曲詞/ ashin

和聲/ mayday, Cola, Boy Jay

鍵盤/ ashin, Little Chou, Up Lee

混音/ Boy Jay

update

2009-06-15T11:15:00.002+08:00

i guess i haven been updating for a very long time.
well,
these days have been super duper busy.
I just came back from Andy's chalet yesterday.

The feeling was great except for the hangover. -.-!
Had been drinking for the whole night with wx. LOL
Now that the hangover was really abit too strong.
however, i enjoyed the chalet alot. (:

well well well,
one more week to the end of holidays.
guess i'll have to maximise my time here and there.
ja~

smile (:

2009-06-07T20:23:00.003+08:00

(:

smile when you are happy.
frown while you are sad or angry.

how about laughter?
are you happy when you laugh?
do you laugh when you are happy?

Laugh when it is funny?
or laugh when you are happy?

Both?
I'm confused.

i find no reason to laugh happily other than finding it funny becuz i do not know how to laugh happily.

2009-06-04T19:40:00.002+08:00

Finally. Term test ended yesterday.
Had a nice meal of steamboat at bugis with my classmates. xD

Well, end of term test means the start of term holidays!
and this holiday will be very BUSY for me.
Almost everyday had outings, jammings, or something.

Yea, its good.
Hope i can mix my life like the DJ mixer. Add colours and whatever i can grab to my life.
So that, it will be beautiful.

Sugar and spice.

im sorry that i cant accept you.

test

2009-06-01T23:07:00.001+08:00

Term test week.
Finished maths paper today.
Feeling pretty confident. (:

2 more papers to go!
Looking forward to friday evening. xD

busted

2009-05-28T21:30:00.001+08:00

Damn..
Man Utd's busted the champs league title.
great disappointment.

But i believe they'll bounce back again next season.
way to go!

change a home?

2009-05-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

When a player starts to dislike his football club, he requests for transfer and hopes to be at the club he likes.
Perhaps, a superstar, may even had a price tag on him.
Clubs of the world yearn for this player.
Paying a huge prize for him just to land him at place.

But, does the player have a choice?
As to going to a place of his dreams.

I yearn for this place.
I wouldn't care about the contracts. Cuz no one will like to stay at a place he doesn't like.
I will move on because i dont feel a sense of belonging anymore.

Tml's the biggest match of the season. The Champion's League Finals at Rome.
Barcelona against Manchester United.
well, i hope the Red Devils retain their trophy at Rome. Bring glory to the fans!
Be the 1st club to set this new record.

Fun

2009-05-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

Finding fun in things i do.
Stay in present.
Enjoy every moment..because, living is everything.

I won't wanna go with a single word of regret.

I guess I will start a new lifestyle.
No more the old system in my life.
Thing's are gonna change, and they will change.
So do I.

Live the way I've never lived before.
Tomorrow will be a better day. (:

test test test

2009-05-21T19:08:00.002+08:00

Test, test and more tests.
Quiz by quizzes.

there's so much of them in this week that i felt very tired almost every second of my life.
Seriously, i've never felt this tired and lethargic before.
well, hard work pays off. (where's my hard work?=x)

Anyway today's been a good day because is the 21st of May.
I cant forget your birthday. Yuanni.
Happy birthday to you!
(i dont know if u can see this but nvm =x)
from a kid, finally u've turned 18!
5 yrs of friendship. (:

I'm feeling very lethargic now.
Even though i will be playing football tomorrow, which i haven been playing for the past one year.
yeah, have a good workout my body.

fun day out

2009-05-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

well well well,
yesterday's been a really good day for me.

Went amk in the afternoon for some movie called 'Angels and Demons'
Long but quite interesting.
Some religions things and stuffs about the roman catholic versus science.
After which headed down to ECP for some nice food.
Though i talked almost the whole day, ( not more than andy ) but i still felt really happy and good.
Maybe you should do this treat more often. LOL kidding.

Anyway,
Manchester United has been crowned CHAMPIONS for the 18th time!
hooray!

back

2009-05-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

Just back from JCG AGM.
It was really fun. haha!

Tml will be a very special and meaningful day.
Or i should say double happiness?

Manchester United's just one, ONE POINT away from clinching the title, and the best thing was the next game which is tomorrow will be against Arsenal at Old Trafford.
All the way! Red Devils! Lift the 18th league title at Old Trafford!
I guess Liverpool can give up now. (:

Tml will be andy's last day ( not the 'last day' i'm talking about ).
Good luck for the 3 weeks!
Hope you get enlightenment! LOL

Alright, time to rest for a good day tomorrow!

expects

2009-05-09T11:17:00.002+08:00

Just as what i've expected, this weeks ends in a pretty fast fashion.
From monday to friday, almost everyday's a busy day. For me.

Well, school have always been a dreadful place for me before I went for national service. Now, I'm gonna take back my words. The world seemed to be of a different place to me ever since i ord. Everything seemed to be nicer and clearer, maybe its because i do not know what is the word 'cherish' in the past.
Taking things for granted is what I always did when i was still a boy. Not again this time.

And though i'm on a slightly different level from others, however i still do not think i'm far lack behind. Look at the world now, with this kind of economic status, even with a good piece of paper, what they've earned is still nuts. I can't say much now.

Life's been great so far.

Sometimes i really wonder what makes this world so small. However small it is, I still cant seemed to see even an edge of a sleeve of her. Perhaps we have no fate, or it is just too coincident.

2009-05-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

It's Mayday.
What awaits is Mother's day, vesak day, term tests...

Well?Some good some bad.
Actually i can feel my bad luck coming. One by one.
Starting from yesterday, i almost got into a fight with a bastard. One look you can tell who started the fight first. (if u think is me den u are utterly wrong.)
I was just trying to protect my very 'strong' friend from getting an injury that may led him end up regretting. End up the guy who aggressively makes the jump and hit the ball came up to me and confronted me.
Well, I taunt him of course. I know I'm abit wrong but he shouldn't start it in the first place.

End of the day, he got a bad sprain on his ankle. (:

Perhaps the fortune book was right. I'm meant to meet up with these petty people during sometime in this month. Guessed I've met the right person then.

Anyway, a busy schedule's coming up. I hardly had time to cope with everything.
Dont know why my friends are so relaxed during the time they are studying.

Feeling very lethargic.
Will update next time!~

Labour Day

2009-05-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Labour Day everyone!
Work hard!

Again - Yui

2009-04-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

Again

Yui.

I am supposed to pursue my dreamin this narrow winding road,
stuttering in the crowds of people.

It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.

Tears do not end a sin.
We have to carry it with us throughin this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?Is it this thing called "reality"?

"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.

I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry.
I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.

Everything that I embraced that day.
Everything that I will embrace tomorrow.
I will not arrange them in any order.
I hope you understand.
I closed my eyes,
but I could still see things I do not want to see.

Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what?
"Face it and you will be friends"
Don't tell lies like these.
My heart being agitated from deep inside,
a burning sensation runs through my body.
Actually I'm expecting somethingfrom this thing called "reality".

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger to march on.
I do welcome friends and foes.

How do I open the next door?
I'm thinking. The unretractable story has begun.
Open your eyes. Open your eyes.

There is still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done.
Shall we go AGAIN?

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,so I want to become stronger.
I feel the nostalgia. I welcome this pain.

sunset

2009-04-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

Caught this sunset while on my way to bball.

I think it's pretty well taken despite my lousy 2megapix handphone.

tomorrow will be a historical date.

short update

2009-04-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

Update, Update.
I guess nowadays sch have been really busy.
Bus very crowded now and then.

CCA selection has been opened.
What CCA should i join?
Sports?

hmmmm....

tired.

2009-04-21T21:27:00.001+08:00

I Am Very TIRED.

horoscope

2009-04-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

Felt that today's horoscope for aries is pretty interesting.

Horoscope for April 20, 2009
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)

The Bottom Line
Watch for frustration with your bank account right now. Numbers are very tricky now.

In Detail

Watch for frustration with your bank account right now. You can get a handle on the stress your money issues are causing, but only if you keep cool. Now is not the time to react with dramatic and panicky changes. Cut back on your budget too much, and you'll only beat yourself up when you aren't able to live with such stringent guidelines. You can find a middle ground, making small changes that will make a big difference over time. Do not be impatient about this.

I am really running out of cash now.

After a new chapter..

2009-04-19T17:24:00.002+08:00

Have been pretty much tired nowadays.
Am I growing old?
I felt like a man trapped in a kid's body. =X

After a long break ever since I left military, finally I'm back on studies.
This time, I really felt rusty. Perhaps 2 years without touching books and stationeries really made me a noob.
3days of orientation has already ended. Engineering sch these days have changed.
It's no longer the old 'engineering' sector whereby you see like 80% males and 20% females.
This time, it is a much better 50/50.

Schools will be starting tomorrow. Finally, I'm getting back into routines. (though i really dislike that.) However, a life without routine is as good as nothing. It also mean that I must really save up now. Because, right now, I'm unemployed and I'm a student which also means that I've no income and I have to spent some money in the term of studying.
And, I seriously do not wish to take money from my parents because I've grown up and I'm an adult now.

Wish me the best of luck then!

stars

2009-04-14T18:54:00.001+08:00

What will you wish for?

happy birthday

2009-04-12T00:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
finally turned 21.

I'm so happy today.
Although i didnt organise any celebrations, ( cuz i might be thinking that simplicity is still the best. )i still really enjoyed alot today even though im with my nicest friends.
I'm glad that i know you guys. (thanks andy!)
Yeah, not forgetting the nicely wrapped presents. Really appreciate alot on your effort, although i know i knocked the door at a wrong time. LOL
It was a nice gift. Thanks!
(btw, i think someone was way more 'high' than me, as if on drugs. eat too much pills ady. =x)

And...my brother.
He's got enlisted. This time in a different sch and a different company.
All the best to him!

Improvement

2009-04-10T00:43:00.003+08:00

I guess I've much more to improve...
at least had some improvement as a player, a son, a friend, a buddy or a brother.

my brother's going in for enlistment in less than 24hrs time.
wish him good luck.
having heard that my friends are doing well nowadays, I'm glad.
Keep going.

3 more days, and I'll be independant.

突然好想你

2009-04-09T00:20:00.003+08:00

五月天 - 突然好想你
词/曲：阿信

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决心自己过没有你
却又突然听到你的消息

Happy Birthday to LiLblue & Michiyo!

quiz

2009-04-04T02:05:00.001+08:00

Yeah, did this quiz and I've got this.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

april fool's day

2009-04-01T10:59:00.002+08:00

ALL TREATS ARE ON ME TODAY!

For more information, pls contact me via msn or handphone.
All are welcomed.
Because I'm leaving off for good, so take it as a farewell meal then. (:

And..

happy april fool's day.
happy birthday, 外婆.

Believe..

2009-03-30T15:45:00.002+08:00

Believes..

What can actually change a mind of a believer?
Does believing always change everything?
Sometimes, logic doesn't play a part.
It is only through believe, that miracles can happen.

But, will it happen?

The story of Romeo and Juliet.
Love can be so strong, yet cannot overcome death.
Perhaps in only their hearts, love already surpass everything.
To others, it is not the case afterall.

In the end.
I still believe.

just....

2009-03-24T16:41:00.002+08:00

Just as I thought..

life's really boring now.
shows after shows i've watched, nothing sparks up my life.
Even my friend has a new way of life now...blissful in love.
perhaps...

Maybe I could achieve something during meantime.

It's easier said than done.

24hrs left..

2009-03-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

If only..

there's only 24hrs left for you.

What will you do?

life...love...

2009-03-05T19:33:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I've last updated.
Well, life's going pretty smooth and peaceful nowadays, just like the picture. Nothing much has been happening, life goes on as usual.

These days, I've been staying most of my time at home. Not rotting though.
I've actually been catching this new serial of Legend of the Condor Heroes online.
It's really a nice serial, trust me.

School starting soon. In about a month's time.
I really felt rusty. Perhaps I should read up on some of the subjects. It's hard to study without basics. Just like basketball.

And..

Sometimes...I really wonder....

What's love...
Its not like I've never fall in love before. I did.
However, the question still stands.

If i just lay here

2009-02-18T23:44:00.004+08:00

If I lay here...
If I just lay here...
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

after a long time..

2009-02-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

NBA All-Star Game
Easter Conference 119 : 146 Western Conference

The game was pretty much boring for this year's all star game. Quite disappointing.
Anyway, there are lots of pretty moves in this game, some tips to be learn also.

Oh yes, too long time didn't update already.
14 Feb - Happy Valentine's day
15 Feb - Total defence day: most of the time i was playing defence in my basketball game.
(sorry, it's a bit of no link here.)

For more information on my ORD day please click on the link at the right that says: stacy.
11 Feb was really a wonderful day.

Afterall, it's just so wonderful to be a freeman. (:

2009-02-11T10:34:00.000+08:00

ORD LOH!!!! HAHA!!

Pink IC

2009-02-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

I'm only left with around 2 days or more..to see my beautiful pink ic.

Yesterday, went out with jw, brenda and kevin.
For the movie, Inkheart. It was pretty boring to be honest. =X I nearly fell asleep.
Overall it was good.
Went home, after shower straight away lie down on the bed and got knocked out. I couldn't find any energy at all. Can't blame it, i was having a fever. To think i was planning to go ddr with jw, end up couldn't go because my body couldn't take it anymore.

My hand's injured, due to over stretching of finger during the bball match today. Sometimes i just felt that the efforts i put in are just too wasteful. A team requires teamwork. What's the point of having teammates who wont put in their fullest effort? We wont win.

Guess this weekend should be my happiest weekend in my entire NS life. (:

a single digit

2009-02-01T19:03:00.002+08:00

All is left is a single digit. Yet have double digit numbers of chores to be done.
Yes, all I left with is 9 days.

Life in NS is just like traveling through a long journey. After a while somethings might have changed life, somethings may change observations and thoughts. After all, it's not easy at all. However, I'm proud to say I've survived it.

Maybe I'd lost something. It is perhaps some of my closest friends. Initially I'd thought that we will be together as friends for long. However, sometimes time really plays us out. To maintain friendship requires time. If there's no time for this, I guess it's very difficult isn't it?

Anyway, according to real life statistics, all i can conclude is this:
NS = No time for gf = no gf.
Taking the numbers, the number of attached man before and after ns have a significantly greater number than those who are enlisted. (FYI)

To all my batch boys, take this valentine's day an opportunity to find your other half since we will ORD at 11Feb.
3 days isn't too long, nor isn't too short.

happy cny 2009

2009-01-26T21:47:00.001+08:00

Happy Niu Year everyone!
恭喜！恭喜！
扭转乾坤。
牛年行大运!

18 days. Left.

2009-01-23T22:42:00.003+08:00

It's 18. Days left.
Finally to this last stretch, everything's going fine.
Sea? No more.
Perhaps the last time i maybe seeing the South China Sea is on the 3rd of next month.

These days, have been pretty dull. Nothing much has been going on.
Rather, i chose to ignore. Yes, money is the issue.

However, I will be alive again soon. (:
Never say die.

f.y.i
this is a very nice piece of lyrics by mayday.
do read it.

如烟

作词：五月天石头/阿信
作曲：五月天石头/阿信

我坐在床前　望著窗外　回忆满天　
生命是华丽错觉　时间是贼　偷走一切
七岁的那一年　抓住那只蝉　以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年　吻过他的脸　就以为和他能永远　
有没有那么一种永远　永远不改变　
拥抱过的美丽都　再也不破碎
让险峻岁月不能在脸上撒野　
让生离和死别都遥远　有谁能听见
我坐在床前　转过头看　谁在沉睡　
那一张苍老的脸　好像是我　紧闭双眼
曾经是爱我的　和我深爱的　
都围绕在我身边
带不走的那些　遗憾和眷恋　
就化成最后一滴泪
有没有那么一滴眼泪　能洗掉后悔　
化成大雨降落在　回不去的街
再给我一次机会　将故事改写　
还欠了他一生的　一句抱歉
有没有那么一个世界　永远不天黑　
星星太阳万物都　听我的指挥
月亮不忙著圆缺　春天不走远　
树梢紧紧拥抱著树叶　有谁能听见
耳际　眼前　此生重演　
是我来自漆黑　而又回归漆黑
人间　瞬间　天地之间　
下次我　又是谁
有没有那么一朵玫瑰　永远不凋谢　
永远骄傲和完美　永远不妥协
为何人生最后会像一张纸屑　
还不如一片花瓣曾经鲜艳
有没有那么一张书签　停止那一天　
最单纯的笑脸和　最美那一年
书包里面装满了蛋糕和汽水　
双眼只有无猜和无邪　让我们无法无天
有没有那么一首诗篇　找不到句点　
青春永远定居在　我们的岁月
男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋　
笑忘人间的苦痛　只有甜美
有没有那么一个明天　重头活一遍　
让我再次感受曾　挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活　我都不浪费　
不让故事这么的后悔
有谁能听见　我不要告别
我坐在床前　看著指尖　已经如烟

23 days left. 23!!

2009-01-18T21:37:00.004+08:00

23 days left. 23!!

Finally i can feel the edge of the end. Freedom is arriving.
11Feb, steamboat FTW.

But, first of all, I gotta look forward more to the 'oh-so-good' chinese new year. Guess what, this year will be the year of ox. its been 12 years since the ox year when i was only 9 years old.
Turning 21 this year soon. Yet, i still can feel the end of my youth.

These few days, had been busy in the Navy. As usual weekends are outings and basketball.
The usual routine.
More colour in my life perhaps?

I guess i gotta thank my friends for making my life so fruitful. These days have been really great.
All thanks to my buddy, I got to know more friends.
Indeed, they are really wonderful.

Just can't wait for the end of my service. So that i've more time to spent on my friends.
Some may ask, where's my valentine?
Well, (:

World Player: Ronaldo

2009-01-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to Cristiano Ronaldo for getting the FIFA World Player of the Year. 2009.

(:
You've done Manchester United proud!

The storybook I would love to be trapped in

2009-01-09T20:28:00.003+08:00

The storybook I would love to be trapped in.

How often do you read? Once everyday? Every week? Every month?
Well, for me I almost dont read storybooks at all. Except for those that really interests me.

Another question perhaps. If given the chance to get involved with the stories in any storybook, which book will you choose to involve yourself in? Time machine? Harry potter?
I guess 'the journey to the centre of the earth' seems nice to be involved in. In fact, the adventure that lies within makes it totally irresistible.

I started reading this book since 13. It is really a nice book written by Jules Verne.
Perhaps you can try reading it.

Imagine one day...

basketball~

2009-01-04T21:39:00.002+08:00

In case you are wondering why these few days most of the time I wasn't at home, well I'm at the court. Doing stunts? No. Dribble.

9 - 5, i had a long basketball session today. Play with all the might i have, the passion in me that hasn't extinguished, not even a tone down. Heat is getting hotter in me, I guess. Not by supporting Miami Heat of course. That's a strong team in fact, with Dwayne Wade of course.

Everyday logging in to nba.com to had a checkout of highlights, without fail. Watching those clips indeed increases learning points and teamwork at the same time.
The one you see in front of you now isn't the one in the past. He's got a better sense of gameplay, a better technique, and better teamwork. Mind you, he's a tough player.

'People don't call me Dwight no more, everyone's calling me Superman.' - Dwight Howard.
These are the words that motivates players. Am i a superman?

Just scoring points isn't my forte now.
Giving good passes and a good drive, assisting the team to score points is just my cup of tea. (:

New Year 2009

2009-01-01T11:01:00.001+08:00

New Year 2009.

A new year.
A fresh start.
New resolutions.
New life.

improve.

Final sunset

2008-12-30T22:03:00.002+08:00

This is how the final sunset will look like based on artists' impression.

2008 is coming to an end, very soon. This year, many things have happened. Particularly more towards the end of this year.

Seeing my friends progressing on, from study to graduation and to enlistment. Meeting new people, finding new friends, and losing some friends at the same time. I'm sure many things have changed. Even my own thoughts and principles, my points of view, my everything.

Basically this year is full of crap. The main reason is because I'm serving a whole year of 365 days of national service which I spite the most.
Not all of the days are bad. Well, I've been to many many countries especially for this year.
Firstly is the naval Ex WaveFront which brought me to France, Turkey, Djibouti, India.

Once in a lifetime experience and sponsored trip. My knowledge of this world has greatly been broadened. Followed on by another ex bl which only brings me to Malaysia. Plus my own trip to KL. I've visited a total of 5 countries all in this year.

So then, the first half of this year has already been taken out due to sailing. 100 days away from home. It's really not easy.
2nd half of the year is not that interesting anymore. Everyday is work and more work. More and more short sailings to South China Sea - the sea which I myself hated the most. Basically life really sucks from June to October. Plus all my friends are enlisted, so weekends are really boring.

However, I've picked up quite a number of skills throughout all these experiences. Physical wise I've made improvement. Every Sunday is a basketball game day. Well, I guess my skills have been greatly pushed to a higher level. Honing basketball skills every week does help.
Guitar skills have improved too. More time spent on guitar at home every now and then, making sure I get my chords fingered correctly.

All these comes with a price too. Lately, after doing my finance sum up for this year. I realised I've actually spent alot more this year as compared to last year. Perhaps is the staying out routine I guess. That is just part of the reason. The rest I got to figure out someday.

Yup, that's about all for this year 2008.
More to come, if I can remember it.

Merry Xmas!

2008-12-25T23:22:00.001+08:00

Merry X'mas Everyone!!

Again. Shot by arrows.

2008-12-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

Again. Shot by arrows.

There goes my precious Friday. Again, stacked with the fact that my 3 days leave for this week being canceled, here comes another arrow - being tasked to do shit work again.

What can i do? My off has been taken away again, stacked with the fact that this Friday i was actually on leave.
Things are just getting worse i guess.

Please don't add anymore fuel to the flames. I've already had enough.
When you've already ORDed, so be it. Don't fucking taunt and disturb me with all your freedom nonsense and shits. Fuck you. That's all i can say to you.
You spark me off, you get it.

Doing duty on xmas eve so what? Do I have a choice?
Fuck this year's xmas. I'm getting nothing.

Flamed off.

2e5.

2008-12-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

2E5/2002.

That was my class when i was in secondary 2 in zhss.
Time has passed. Since the last time which was around 6 years ago, we were just like any other youths. Full of energy.

Well, time hasn't wear us out yet. Not just that early i guess.
I actually expected many to be a little bit more passive when it comes to beach games like Frisbee and volleyball. I was wrong. We were just like how we are during our 14yr old days when we were running around playing games in school.
It's been fun.

How wonderful it is to see each other grown up, or growing up. It's been 6 years. 2160days odd.
We are all 20 years old now. Each of us have our own aspirations and interests. Each of us are an individual with a different future. It's not like the kids studying in 2E5 when we are only capable of aiming for high scores for streaming examinations, anymore.

I guess it's really meaningful to be able to gather during this period of festive season. Although many did not turn up, it's been fun just being with a few. Many stories were retold, recapped and re-published.

Well, hope to have more outings in the future!
Merry Christmas to my ex-classmates from class 2E5/2002.
All the best.

2008-12-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

alright. i'm really freaking bored today.
End up going to their work place for some little shopping after my duty which ended this morning. No sleep ftw?

Well, they didnt even give me the address. All they told me was to go find out for myself. Worse thing was that even the road name was given wrongly. wtf. End up i clarify with jw on my bus trip. Fortunately, i had already planned the rough spot which I am going to explore if I am going to get lost.

Reached there, felt pretty surprising. Because I can't seem to find anything that I particularly like. End up the shoes that I desire are sold out, and I got 2 things which probably I lack of - one backpack and a sneakers.
Stood around and chatted with jw before going to pay money. Its really a nonsensical session. =X!

There goes my leave for today. The last one.

Well, 2 events over the weekends.
Tomorrow's the day for my secondary 2 class gathering. Going to sentosa.(again)
Sunday's the day for my jc class gathering, maybe better. It's mind's cafe.

And, I am really freaking bored now. Kill boredom!

somehow..things seemed to be a little different

2008-12-16T16:37:00.003+08:00

Somehow...things seemed to be a little different.

Perhaps we've all grown up. We had lost the 'energy' that we had when we are kids. We tend to feel tired easily. Is this what all of the adults in the world experiencing?

I remembered when I was young, I felt like I had all the energy in the universe. The unlimited amount of energy surging inside the body that lead me to being so hyperactive. Maybe that's why I'm so slim now. The friends and classmates around me are being more or less the same.
Being a kid is so fun, especially the kids nowadays.

Friends in the pasts are much more agreeable and less excuses to come up with. Asking them for an outing is much easier than now. One sms is enough to gather at least 4 to 5 friends for a particularly simple outing already.
Right now, it's getting worse. Other than spending 4 to 5 sms per head for just an exquisite outing, there's still people who are unconfirmed and not available. Perhaps it's just too much commitment for people around this age. Maybe I do not have such commitments to carry out.
Well, there's no fault in this but I'm just saying my point of view that's all.

Life's getting duller everyday. Why? Even though when I'm going to ORD in a couple of months time, I am still feeling bored. Why?
Is it because of the aimless life that I am leading now? If it's so, why do those people who have already ORDed feeling the same way too?
The answer is uncertain, nobody knows. Do you know?

Somehow, my leave for next week's have been scraped off, for unknown reasons. Somehow, they told me that I've overtaken my annual leave for last year so I have to make up for the loss.
'Somehow'....
This word is powerful. It can create wonders. Out of no where they can just tell you that you are needed and off you go. No questions entertained. One word and off you go. This is the power of authority that I'm facing now. They can just take away privileges whenever or wherever they like, there's nothing you can do. Nothing.

Alright, take this post as some sort of a 'complain' post. I really had enough of all these. I'm turning 21 next yr, the coming April. Why is there so many things that I had to swallow? Somehow things are not happening in the way I want. What can I do?

Nothing.

Controlling time...

2008-12-10T19:30:00.004+08:00

Time.

Just wondering, how good will it be if I can control it?
What difference can i make?

At times, I've been wondering why we as humans can control everything in this world, but time. Though sometimes we can do a little part in controlling the 'uncontrollable', like weather, it is time that we have totally no control of. For instance, controlling the current greenhouse effect that's been going on for years.
How nice will it be if time can be controlled.

In just a split second, many things could be changed. Just like how this world is being created.
A big bang.
This causes the Universe to be born, thus forming up the rest of it - galaxies, stars, meteors and asteroids. Earth, as being part of the Universe, is somehow different. It has life.

So, have you ever wonder what difference can you make if you could control time?

If only time can be controlled, I will want to go back in time so that I can do better in my studies. I will want to do a lot of things that will not result in disappointment. I want to change how things are being done. I want to ORD earlier. I want to slow down or speed up time whenever i want.

However, time is constant.

In reality this is something which we cannot change at all. If time can be changed, what's the point of having football matches, sports, exams, and things that are going around in this world?
Everything has a logic in it. Somehow the creator of this world seemed to make everything near perfection. Looks like the only way is to accept it.

Unless, you have a time machine.

Bolt

2008-12-07T16:21:00.003+08:00

This movie was nice.
Yesterday went down to DG for some little shopping and arcade killing spree.
Yes, we did kill the scores. However we didnt manage to complete silent hill. =X

Had a 'bird' chat at long john silvers after we got tired of killing.
Guess what. We saw yismo and kc while we are happily chewing our chips away!
It's been a damn long time since we met, yeah. Nice to see u guys doing well. (nice hairstyle yismo! =P)

After departing LJS, an auntie came up to us and told us that we are correct in saying a girl who has a squeaky voice to have squeaky voice. I was like huh? You eavesdropped on us?
Fortunately enough we didnt say anything important. ( we have nothing important to say anyway. =P)
She even praised us to be cute. =X How weird.

A note to take note of.
Please be reminded to mind your Tapz card while playing the guitar freaks machine at dhoby ghaut zone x.
My credits just got eaten by the machine yesterday. = =!

...

The same routine today. Bball in the morning with bcube.
However there's a little difference today. We actually played for hours without taking a rest.
That's good. Enjoyable. (:

I know i can't go really far with basketball because of my knee problem. It's starting to show signs of giving way lately. I'm trying my best to give it the best protection. I don't know what will eventually happen to it but right now I have to stay focused.
Before my knee gives it all up, I will still continue to strive at my best.
Do whatever I can.

Emo..

2008-12-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

Emo...

Don't know why the emo-ness came into me today.
Just that i felt that i have alot of things to say but at the same time it isn't really appropriate for me to say.

Thinking..
Am i a person who is really very vulnerable to arrows?
If not, why am i being FORCED to do things that i dont like? Why cant i be selfish for just ONCE so that i wont let you have what u want?
Am i so close with you that i have to do your duty for you?
I dont know why you did this to me. No more of this shit from now on.
Being friendly doesnt mean u can force me to do things that u like which it only benefits you.

Staying at home for the whole day is typically unhealthy for a person like me. Maybe not for others. Because my mind just cant rest. Think and think and think. That's all it does.
Sometimes, those thoughts that i avoided will come in when i sat down and settled in the 'passive' mode.

Anyway, i must set my goals as soon as possible. Till now, i want to excel in basketball. However my knee doesn't allow me to. So, i cant go far with it. Next to this should be guitar already. Doesn't really need alot of physical work, skill based. Yup, so i think i'll settled down for it.
Not forgetting my studies of course. In this super ultimate realistic country whereby it requires a HIGH level of education so that one can survive, all you can do is to STUDY so that it can at least earn you a LITTLE bowl of rice. Isn't it SIMPLE and SWEET?

My friends...are getting a bit out of hand already.
Maybe what Andy said was true. (pls refer to his blog for that.)
Needless me to say.

Deviated.

Arrows

2008-12-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

Ever since the start of December, arrows have been flying around.
Virtually everywhere!

Since the start of the week, I've been reporting back to ship everyday for work. It's been pretty peaceful for the start as it's pretty fresh. However, it is not as peaceful as it may seem to be.

I've been hit by arrows, not one, but millions.
Hit on duty, hit on work, even on the way home also get hit by arrows. I'm just wondering.
Must it always be this case? I guess not.
Today, a big arrow came down and hit the bull's eye, splitting the other arrows that landed there not long ago - I've been tasked to stand-in for my batch boy who is currently serving '68'.
Holy shit.

Well, guess my luck's still the same. (Has it even changed at all?)

Just came home from dinner. This time round had curry chicken noodle.
Yup, it totally tastes different from the maggi noodle packets that i've always been cooking. (pretty obvious.)
Walked down to e-hub to shoot monsters again - silent hill. Fortunately or skillful enough, we've once again completed the game. This time round still maintaining with 3 credits.

It's been fun!

*guess i should buy a huge armour to protect myself againsts arrows that maybe flying in my direction.

2008-12-02T20:59:00.003+08:00

It's been so long since i've been to my old place, Bishan.
So went down to Bishan to meet 宣明二老. You should know who. =X
Found out that nothing much has changed since the day i left for Punggol.

J8 still remains as crowded as ever, the hawker centre above the bus interchange has not toppled yet. Fortunately, i still got to eat my favourite fish ball noodle. (:

Met up with xuan ming er lao and proceeded down to IKEA tampines.
At first i thought today's outing will be pretty boring but guess i was totally wrong. It was f**king fun! Shits and nonsense fly all over the place.

It then started to rain while we were inside, which is bad news?
Well, doesnt affect us much then. Still went back dry. =X

It's nice being so fun everyday. Serious.
Tomorrow's duty day again, just 2 more months to go before i am relieved from this.
Jia you.

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It All Too Much lyrics

两个相爱的人
如果有了相反的梦
分开以后会记得什么？

是相遇时的惊心动魄
是相爱时的甜美时光
是争执时的锥心刺骨
还是分手时的最后祝福？